Last Glimpse of an Angel 120407

angels

just seeing his face
makes me want to stay
it’s my last solace
for love i can’t say

fate has pitied me
death loomed over me
waiting silently
so he can take me

but angel passed by
looked at me and smiled
death also came by
and the church bells chimed

regrets flooded in
so thus happiness
mixed feelings within
with touch of sadness

people cried for me
i would never know
they were beside me
if life still run so

he was sitting there
with eyes so cold
sorrow with each stare
grim a thousandfold

the last glimpse of him
full of grief and pain
it takes over him
makes him cry in vain

i’m saddened by this
but i cannot stay
i gave my last kiss
and words i can’t say

“My angel, i love you and i always will.
i may not be here but somehow, someday,
my love will find a way.”

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there are days

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                  FOR LSJ

                  there are days when i miss you so much that i can’t think. there are days when i want to be next you, not miles away. there are days when i pretend i don’t remember you, when all day long you’re in my head. there are days when i rationalize if what i’m doing is right. there are days when nothing else matters anyways.

                  there are days when i try to play back all the memories with you. there are days when i’m so sad not hearing from you. there are days when i want to forget. there are days when i can’t sleep without seeing you face when i close my eyes in bed.

                  there are days when every song is about you. there are days when i tire myself out for distraction. there are days when everything is a reminder. there are days when i secretly wish i have kissed you back then. there are days when you seen just like a dream. there are days when you seen real.

                  there are days when i fear this will suddenly end. there are days when i lose my temper instead. there are days that i get too hopeful. there are days i imagine having those conversations. there are days when i just stare at your photo. there are days when i just fall for you. there are days when i just fall for you, again.