First Love

curse

it started out with oslo paper
but i don’t think he remembers
my simple crush for him has grown
into something that is unknown

his face, his eyes, i don’t know why
makes my heart stop as he passes by
my mind stops and functions slower
everytime, over and over

for the first time i felt this way
words flooding i couldn’t say
in my life, he’s the sole person
who makes me cry for no reason

complicated as algebra
just like physics formula
confusing as E=mc2
cupid didn’t let me be spared

difficult to keep, hard to hide
everytime he’s near, just beside
things might just go from bad to worse
is this love a spell or a curse?